Epiphany

Well it dawned on me today that no one gives a fuck. I honestly don't know why I keep on, I know I need to be here for my girls but the fact that no one cares just reiterates that I would not be missed. They say out of all the people you share your problems with, 20% of them don't give a fuck and the other 80% is glad you have them. So as I have told people before, its not a matter of if I take myself out, but when. I guess I have a lot of thinking to do.